I am going through a stretch of rough patches and the best way is to either run as fast as I could to go past it or go very slow, feel my balance, and see if it’s better to proceed or go back.
I’ve been through many rough patches before. Potholes upon potholes. But this one looks shallow on the surface but it actually runs deep down to the core.
I’ve seen this coming in February and it actually gave me sleepless nights.
I could have done something to prevent it but it’s now too late. It happened already.
I started posting family photos way back in April 2011. It was Holy Week. It’s been seven years na pala. I might stop blogging anytime soon. I would still keep my online diary but it’s going to be private, for my eyes only. I have many things to say but I can’t express it in public. I have lots of nice photos but I can’t post it. Sharing my blog to friends and strangers limit what I can say and post. It deters me from expressing my thoughts and jotting down my emotions. I can’t write openly to my dear diary because other people would be able to read it.
Like what I’ve said, I am going through kilometers of rough patches right now as I approach a major turn. I can’t be an inspiration to my readers if all I could say is how sad I am. I want to spread goodness not sadness.
I am so slow in posting my activities. I will post a few more then I will rest for a while. I am going on a sabbatical leave soon, magmumuni-muni. hoping to find some clarity and inspiration. I can’t say how long it would take for my mind to clear and for my eyes to see clearly. Might take a few days, weeks or months. I will continue to post but they will be hidden. If and when I make them public, then you will have many hours of back reading to do.